Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Dooms Day

7:50 A.M. of October 15, 2013, Pok! Ouch! Something just hit me, the walls were shaking, shaking very hard and long.  I can hear something breaking, and falling, I can’t move .In front the antique figure of St. Joseph was falling, and that was heavy, and everything else where spontaneous. Earthquake!!!

I jumped off my bed, and kept telling myself, “don’t panic- don’t panic “.

I remembered my emergency training, from my previous job about “triangle of life”.  It is a controversial theory about how to survive a major earthquake. You have to stay in a sturdy corner, near a wall, a door, or beside a table, sit down and wait until the shaking stops.  With courage that I will survive, I stood up from my bed, and hid near the door and prayed.   I grabbed my shorts (and speaking of, I was in my undies. I find it very comfortable to sleep when you are barely naked. But unexpected calamities like this I wasn’t ready) and speed running going downstairs.  Thank God I am still alive.

This didn’t just happen once, but definitely a major life experience of which intensity 7.2, strike Cebu and Bohol.  All I could have thought about that day is my Mama, Papa, my family who are all in Bohol, Lola Lucing who stayed downstairs with the company of some house helps, my friends, and loved ones, Chesca and Ysa.

My mind kept questioning, could this be my last day? I don’t want to die ugly, with debris all over me, or my body dragged lifelessly.  This kind of thoughts is not something you can uplift yourself but by denying death. I am not ready, I still wanted to live and enjoy life. Worst, there was no electricity, and phone networks are out of reach and my phone were off with not enough battery to call. It was, hot, restless and hopeless.
As we speak we still are experiencing aftershocks. And people are traumatized of this happening. Some trying to pick up pieces left for them, and some...to God is with them.

This is how my place looked like after the tremor:

And as I was looking at the pictures posted in the internet, especially in Bohol, my heart bleeds with misery. Century old churches were gone, the beautiful Chocolate Hills were destroyed, and the rest of it, damaged. God must have a message for us ,to realize why this unfortunate event happened.It is about time to keep our minds open, repent and do penance to make this world a better place.

Pictures in Cebu - Bohol (courtesy of Google Images)













Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Fallin, Broken

... Lord give me the strength to face all my trouble. I can do this , my faith hasn't change. Just help me that I can carry this pain in my heart.

Monday, September 14, 2009

The day is ending, our love has not, i just want to say forget me not. close your eyes an think of me, cause in your thoughts i hope i'll be. your in my head, your in my heart, i just know we'll never be apart, i cant wait to be with you, cause you really are all my dreams come true.(re-post by rachel)

Tuesday, September 01, 2009


Whatta?!!

I think its about time to get out off my shell. They say I am depress. They say I need to focus. They say I should get back to the old me. Now I am starting to realize , whats the matter with me. Yes I wanna be happy, be me.. but there is something, something troubles me and I need to figure it out, coz maybe its me the enemy behind all this things. sigh.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie hurts forever.

There is no such thing that is perfect. You just keep on trying until a thing gets better. But no matter how hard you try to forget, it still lingers your thoughts... I know I’ll be fine.


Monday, June 27, 2005

PALAWAN
Today, Im still dreaming my summer escapade or shall I say my never ending dream ...how can I forget my summer in El NIdo Palawan, such a nice place to stay and a place worth remembering. If only I have to stay more days ....

Alright it took us 8 hours to travel from the City to El Nido , inspite the rough roads, dust, bus stops and the heat of the day , we had cherished it the moment we arrived. People were so friendly and the place was peaceful and solace, it was indeed a paradise.

I hope when i get back to this Island , I wish it will be the same ..... or more excitement, fun and hope to get a smile from that someone special that is worth the journey.












smillin in the sun with CED:)

Dooms Day

7:50 A.M. of October 15, 2013, Pok! Ouch! Something just hit me, the walls were shaking, shaking very hard and long.  I can hear something ...